everyone is so jolly as chirstmas is near.
but im not.
not this year.
seriously,
i do hope to be counted out of any party.
just not in the mood.
not in the right mood.
no,
its not because i got to work.
no,
its not because im tired.

maybe im just having moodswing.

tml mayb gonna hangout with my cousin and huimin?
i dont know.

only one word can descibe how i feel.
SIAN.
probably its just how every 18-year-old will feel.
just SIAN of everything and every festival.

after working at giordano (atrium sales),
i think its just not that scary to be talking to strangers.
我已经跨出了第一步，
而且是一大步，
是值得开心的咯！

okays,
damn jiao.
gotta sleep,
tml morning shift!